[ssf] [rfc] u. parliament was Re: [Upd-discuss] The Gathering Storm AND Re: [sheffield-anti-war-coalition] I. Conceptualisation of the Other ( continued )

merlin e. smith adam at diamat.org.uk
Sun Nov 5 15:36:33 GMT 2006


21 Sep 2006 16:34:25 teresa wrote:

> What's this got to do with UPD?

  short answer
   scroll vii.

  long answer
   scroll on ...


   in one sense
    things come-to-be
     out of that
      which has no ''being''

    yet
   in another sense
   they come-to-be
    always
     out of ''what is''

   for coming-to-be
    necessarily implies
     the pre-existence
      of something
       which potentially ''is''
        but actually ''is not''

          and this something
           is spoken of
            both
             as ''being''
              and
               as ''not-being''

                 -- aristotle, de generatione et corruptione

i. after math
=============

  "no,"

    i said,

  "... it doesn't annoy me

   i was used to it long ago

   now and again
   i have expressed the opinion
   that every nation
   and even every person
   would do better
    instead of rocking himself to sleep
     with political catchwords
      about war guilt
   to ask himself
    how far his own faults
     and negligences
      and evil tendencies
       are guilty of the war
        and all the other wrongs
         of the world
   and that
    therein
     lies the only possible means
      of avoiding the next war

   they don't forgive me that
    for
     of course
      they are themselves all guiltless

       the kaiser
       the generals
       the trade magnates
       the politicians
       the papers

   not one of them
    has the least thing
     to blame himself for --
       not one has any guilt

   one might believe that
    everything was for the best
     even though a million men
      lie under the ground

   and mind you
    hermine
     even though such abusive articles
      cannot annoy me any longer
       they often sadden me
         all the same

   two-thirds
    of my countrymen read
     this kind of newspaper --
       read things written
       in this tone --
         every morning
         and every night --
           are every day
           worked up
           and admonished
           and incited
           and robbed
           of their peace of mind
           and better feelings
           by them --

   and the end
    and aim
     of it all
      is to have the war
       over again --

          the next war
            that draws nearer
               and nearer --

                  and it will be
                    a good deal more horrible
                      than the last

   all that is perfectly clear and simple

    any one could comprehend it
     and reach the same conclusion
      after a moment's reflection

        but nobody wants to

    nobody wants to avoid the next war
     nobody wants to spare himself
      and his children
       the next holocaust
         if this be the cost

    to reflect for one moment
      to examine himself
        for a while
          and ask
            what share he has
              in the world's confusion
                 and wickedness --

                 look you

         nobody wants to do that

      and so there's no stopping it

         and the next war
          is being pushed on
            with enthusiasm
              by thousands
                upon thousands
                  day by day

   it has paralysed me since i knew it

   and brought me to despair

   i have no country and no ideals left

    all that comes to nothing
     but decorations for the gentlemen
      by whom the next slaughter
       is ushered in

   there is no sense in thinking
   or saying or writing anything
   of human import
   to bother one's head
   with thoughts of goodness --

     for two
      or three men
       who do that
        there are thousands of papers
          periodicals
           speeches
            meetings
             in public
              and in private,
               that makes the opposite
                their daily endeavour
                 and succeed in it too"

                 -- steppenwolf : h hesse

ii. camp freddy
===============

  i draw myself
  for inland i reside
  and recognise
  the commons being
  in and out
  speaker in dependency --

   forgotten arthur
   sovereign-child
   onslow remembering
   rewinding mashing --

    war,
    new war,
    new reasons,
      9/11
    new deal

    same war,
    denials
    same fray
    dalziel
    same territory,
    requisitions
     death,
     disfigurement,
     dishonour,
     dis oil,
     dis opium
     lubricated rape
     of the other
      mesopotamian mother
       multiple penetrations
        palestine perpetual
         blood pulped
          foreseeable

          flicker-book
        nights meet day
          quicker look
              h.g.
        out that window
          time-machine
         wells, abysses
         spiritual realm
          expansions
         back and forth
          with the Mrs
          pasts mines
        pavlovian chimes
          hours ours
         warlock futures
            crimes

   corporate tony also ran
   burning troy
   there is no other
   l.d.n. wakey shaky
   livery loyalties
   case-law

   dalziel dismissed
   seb coe too slow
   middle distance
     european div-is
     pascoe no show
     corporate nights
     dark suit garb
     dark taxis
       caribbean bandannas
       parasol no waving
       peace in our times
       this time
       italian job
         marathon man
         sparta
         oil of cloves
         hic rhodes
         hic salta
           phoenix flame
           carousel samaritan
           babylon zoo
           space-man
             is it safe
             begin again

twice :
-------

   this is war --
    temporal realm --
     temporal knights --
      surviving thinking
      corporate spiritualist
      civil strategists --
       alritey singing
        oil-blood-money bringing
         civil survival
          equals cash in kitty
           how do we look
            sitting pretty
             dash-dot-dash-dot
              psalm 104, verse 15
                line 3 ditty ...

               there is no civility in war
              over
             build church hill stop
              get the dr over rover
               stop
                repeat matthew 5,
                 k9 over
                  release rupert remod
                   31,32 stop
                    over
                     disraeli's pelican
                      stop
                       repeat
                        never stop
                         over and out

once :
------

    this is war --
     neun-und-neunzig
      compression, super-scurry
      temporal realm
       spiritual leninist
      survivalist
      bringing civility
       in the equation --
         the civility of war ...

         there is no civility in war
        stop
       i said it's happening again
      over
     we're wasting away
    stop
     measure for measure
    never stop over
      and out ...


    how is --
     this spewing war wave
     multiple fronts
     mass mobilisations,
     oscillations
     media black-outs
     competitions
     manipulations
     domino dancing --
      to be drawn out --
       become not-being
        becomes not
         the temporal realm

    not easy nights
    beings compressed
    living in this estate
    digital survival in dis eschool
    no time for chit-chat
    pass me the map jack
    time for action
    lives squashed
    in being
    non-being

    trapped in hours
    a thousand and one
    repeating nights
    a hundred and one
    same differences
    damnation alley
    low down
    dalmatian dogie
    fashions, settings
    no guilty-i here
    move right along
    hear
    an i for an i here
    digital
    logical
    precise
    paris au pretemps
    all temps
    being, non-being
    but no time hear
    for grown up learning
    hear
    see here
    no time
    for grown up being

    ripples nipples pornography

    war is a symptom
    not the disease


iii.  snow cake
===============

  [ i love an other
    a child
    from being young
    i have loved this child

    so young

    nights awake thinking
    why
    why do i love this child
    this other
    this way

    mates used to smile
    thinking me a dote
    one element only
    of my inner thoughts
    appearing
    mainly, out of
    outer workings

    the child thinking also me a dote
     well
     the child is a child
     and innocent
     of my inner mashings

    why nights thinking

    i'm almost embarrassed to say this now --
     i used to fill my head
     with pictures of the child
     engaged in all sort of positions --
      positions of my imaginations
      superimposed upon positions
      freshly pixalated
      on clay glossed paper
      and
      visa versa

      red lipped flux
      childish petulant pouts
      provocatively turning
      at every street corner
      fat with anorexia
      stressed choices
      every which way

      but that was not all --
       i wanted this child for keeps --
        to have and to hold
        butterfly collecting

    i couldn't work it out
    as much as i tried
    mechanically

    an old mate
    was staying with me
    seeing the me with the child
    chatting and faffing
    bent my ear ]

  [ old mate ]

   you love that child don't you

  [ me ]

   yeah

  [ old mate ]

   man
   you're in your own head again

   how much do you love this child

  [ me ]

   much, much, not much

   2 out of three s'not bad

  [ old mate ]

   you're in your own head again

   how much

  [ me ]

   you know me
    whatever

  [ old mate ]

   you need to grow up
   quickly --

    this child will break you

  [ me laughs ]

  [ old mate ]

   have you never been broken by love before

  [ me stops laughing ]

  [ old mate ]

   you have made this mistake many times
   and with me --

    you are writing lais

  [ me laughs ]

    no, it's not that bad

  [ the child back comes
    in picture --
     bedroom
      brushing passed
       uncertain me
       smiling
       sweet on-suit
       brushing teeth
       hair smoothing
       flicking
       bending
       stretching

       old mate
       smiling sweetly
       child conversing
       concerning schooling
       lack
       potential trades
       jobs bucks turning
       other ways
       living
       scratching

       child responding
       eager, open
       charming
       fresh
       disarming
       excusing
      brushing out
     and back in
    living space ]

  [ old mate ]

   that child is beautiful

  [ me ]

   i know

  [ old mate ]

   you need to get some space
   or you'll break this child

  [ me laughs ]

   i'd never hurt the child

  [ old mate ]

   you will
   and you'll not know how

   and knowing you
   you'll spend the rest of your life
   figuring it out,
   trying to make amends

   you need out of this one
   before you start

  [ me ]

   i know

   well
   i know i need something

  [ old mate ]

   well
   this is not it --

    you are in fantasy land

    you are in love
    with this child's innocence
    and not this child-other

    you are being selfish
    trying to recapture
    your own lost innocence

    this is not romance

  [ me ]

   man,
   what is romance
   in this day and age

   listen,
    this child has it rough
     always

   better off here
   with me
   than out there

  [ old mate ]

   yes --

    it is always the rest --
     always the outside threat dr snow

     but you can't dam out the threat
         you can't stop the tide

  [ me ]

   i can try

  [ old mate ]

   you're writing lais --

    there are no magical castles
    with magical motes

  [ me ]

   i can try

  [ old mate ]

   no you can't
   because i won't let you --

    remember when we first met --
     in the morning

  [ me ]

   yes
   when we talked
   or rather when you talked

  [ old mate laughing ]

   yes then, there --

    you talked too --

     i thought you were bluer than me --
      you looked bluer than me --
       so i started talking

  [ me laughing ]

   sure,

   'i was only asking
    because the kid next door
    said she came from blackpool'

  [ old mate laughing ]

    yes --

     where's that punch line from again --
       rewind me

  [ me ]

    'a small child is walking
     hand-in-hand
     with its parent --

      they pass a very pregnant women

      ''where do we come from'' --

      questions the child

      the parent stops perplexed
      thinks,
      and begins with mulberry bush stories
      stops
      stares at the silent child
      and moves on to
      the birds and the bees --

       the child is still silent --
        the parent continues --
         anatomy
          externals
           ultra-sound,
             stops --
           internals
          drs ands nurses
         scopes forceps
         stops perplexed
          then checks
            with the child
             if the answer
               is cool'

  [ old mate laughing ]

    yes,
    exactly --

     and then you told me yours
     remember --
      veil in the pea-pod
      remember --
       you hurt a child you love
       then didn't you --
        there --
         didn't you --

  [ me ]

    yes

  [ old mate ]

    and then
    we fitted our pieces
    together --

      you the abuser
      me the abused

  [ me ]

    i am so sorry

  [ old mate ]

   don't be --
   it wasn't you
   that abused me

  [ me ]

   i just wish
    i could have been there

  [ old mate ]

   oh wish, wish,
    wish when, where --
      before we had met --
       do you have a time-machine --
       fantasy --

        as soon as you knew
        you were there --

         you are so hard on yourself
         you always were --

          remember

           i'm a hustler baby
           that's how my daddy made me

           and you, abuser
           made a drunken pass --
            that is all

  [ me ]

    yeah,
     you could always
     beat me at stories  --

      but remember
      we did agree
      there is a parallel

  [ old mate ]

    yes, then

    but now, no --
     it is a tangent --
      you try yourself
      in repetitious jeopardy --
       you live in circular time --

         would you ever stop
         rationalising
         what you did

         and just accept
         what you did
         was wrong


  [ me ]

         yes,
         i admit it
         i was wrong

  [ old mate ]

    oh ... don't be so dramatic
     you admitted it long ago
       to others and to yourself

  [ me ]

    yeah, i remember
    angels and devils

  [ old mate ]

    and did not the veil begin to drop
    when you accepted
    the reality of the other
    and apologised
    as i told you it might

  [ me ]

    yes

    thanks

  [ old mate ]

    well
    this is the same --
      just like before

      sooner or later
      in tension you'll shear --
       you'll turn from friend to foe
       and then,
       the veil will raise again

  [ me ]

    no

  [ old mate ]

    yes,

    others will raise it --
     many
     even if this child does not
     but this time
      the veil will be lead --
       can you handle that

  [ me ]

    no

  [ old mate ]

     your story --
      this fantasy --
       is as old as adam --

        the classic conquering self --

         with no concept
        of the real
       potential
      romantic other

      you can do better
       way better


iv. [ mill to bentham ]
=======================

   there is no need to expatiate
   on the deficiencies
   of a system of ethics
   which does not pretend
   to aid individuals
   in the formation
   of their own character
    which recognises no such wish
     as that of self culture
    we may even say
     no such power
      as existing in human nature
    and if it did recognise
     could furnish little assistance
      to that great duty
       because it overlooks
        the existence of about half
         of the whole number
          of mental feelings
           which human beings
            are capable of
             including all those
              of which
               the direct objects
                are states
                 of their own mind


   morality consists of two parts

    one of these is self-education --
      the training,
        by the human being himself
          of his affections and will

   -- that department is a blank
      in bentham's system --

    the other and co-equal part
      the regulation of his outward actions,
       must be altogether halting
        and imperfect
         without the first

               for how can we judge
               in what manner
               many an action
               will affect
               even the worldly interests
               of ourselves or others
                 unless we take in
                 as part of the question
                  its influence on
                   the regulation of our
                    or their
                     affections and desires

   a moralist
   on bentham's principles
   may get as far as this
    that he ought not to slay
     burn
      or steal

  but what will be his qualifications
   for regulating the nicer shades
    of human behaviour
     or for laying down
      even the greater moralities
       as to those facts
        in human life
         which tend to influence
          the depths of the character
           quite independently
            of any influence
             on worldly circumstances --
              such
               for instance
                as the sexual relations
                 or those of family in general
                  or any other social
                   and sympathetic connexions
                    of an intimate kind

  the moralities of these questions
  depend essentially
  on considerations
  which bentham never
  so much as took
   into the account
    and when he happened
     to be in the right
      it was always
       and necessarily
        on wrong
         or insufficient grounds

v. china girl
=============

  need help i
   i imagine
    since small i
     i thought persuasions --

    when three
   walking we three
   through a village --
     passing shop
      i see an image
        a stamp
         flat-cap
           a smiley face --

            pointing stating --
              one in three chinese --
                radio fact repeating

                other-heads shaking
               singing --
              not told so
             they chinese --
            therefore
           makes me it
           statistically

            looking back
           to the window
          recognising face reflecting
        i convinced of chinese-being --
        holding this pearl
         above all others

       time passing
      thoughts replacing --
     other pictures
      best-fit me --

       for i could not juggle,
        or chop-sticks play --
         so i doubt my state
          of chinese-being --
           you imagine,
            i open seed

           an other imagination,
        hearing
     my quest for being --
  being in the reflected other --
       put it
       monkey-being
       best-fit me

       pictures producing
        sounds
         artifacts --

        -- drawing me
       with joined-up
        matching
         monkey-facts

       time passing
      in the commons
       still fast
      other patterns drawing me --
      i draw myself --
      books, magazines,
       bill-stickers --
        categories now, new titles
         allegiances, classings, groupings
          insignia, passports, club-memberships,
           spade-handed, diamond hearts

    other expectations of being
    reflecting common plottings,
    common realm believes
    layered --
     layering

                     crash, wallop --
                     compression --
                     tight in weeks,
                     hours, moments --
                     self-other-mirrors
                     smithereens

             common mind speculations,
             spiritual concepts
             squashed
             flattened --

                     new self formed --
                     survival-i --
                     here-and-now-i --
              welcome-to-the-temporal-realm-i --
                     lots of members
                     lots reside
                     lots domino dancing
                     in this dense dominion



once :
------

  one dead in seconds
  clocks stopped
  gap in me,
  my community
  my fault
  my new self formed cracked-whole
  my survival --
   the temporal other --
    death

  the temporal realm
   uncompressing slowly --
    to the commons,
     to the possible outcomes
      the real --
       self-realisations --
        cracked and cracking i,
         intoxicated i,
          stupid i,
           ego i,
            flying i,
             what you do little i
              never again little i
               never the same little i

  uncompressing
  surviving, hours living, thinking
  laying shattered --
  intervention
   helicopters
    female doctors
     strutting knees with wood,
      brown-paper --
       belfast learnings --
        weeks surviving
         male fencing schools --
          psycop blather
           interventions
            family other
             shattered --
              cracked-all --
               never the same
                not ever

twice :
-------

  months, self-surviving
  other broken-i exhibits --
   on hearing told
    other i pray trading
    shattered-i exhibits --
     another dying, self
      an other, self --
       days given
        weeks possible
         lumber punctures
          bradford burnings
          geiger readings
         brighton bombings
         hillsborough crushings
          needles pricks --
           compressed

           rarefied --
        months --
     6 maybe --
   a year --
                      back to days
       slowly months,

         digital
         compressing other, self
         the dying other
           the living self

  like me
  others
   like me
    dreaming of the dead
     the dying
      together
       separate
        cracked --

            need help i
           i imagine
        since small i
    i thought persuasions

vi. 1929
========

  it was not until the dawn
  of the twentieth century
  of the Christian era
  that war began to enter
  into its kingdom
  as the potential destroyer
  of the human race

  the organisations of mankind
  into great states and empires
  and the rise of nations
  to full collective consciousness
  enabled enterprise slaughter
  to be planned
  and executed upon a scale
  and with a perseverance
  never before imagined

  all the noblest virtues
  of individuals
  were gathered to strengthen
  the destructive capacity
  of the mass.

    good finances
     the resources of world-wide credit and trade
      the accumulation of large capital reserves
       made it possible to divert
        for considerable periods
         the energies of whole peoples
          to the task of devastation

    democratic institutions
     gave expression
      to the will-power
       of the millions

    education not only
     brought the course of conflict
      within the comprehension of everyone
       but rendered each person
        serviceable
         in a high degree
          for the purpose at hand

    the press
      afforded a means of unification
       and of mutual stimulation

    religion
     having discreetly avoided conflict
      on fundamental issues
       offered its encouragements
        and consolations
         through all its forms
          impartially to all the combatants

    lastly
     science unfolded its treasures
      and its secrets
       to the desperate demands of men
        and placed in their hands
         agencies and apparatus
           almost decisive in their character

  in consequence
  many novel features
  presented themselves

    instead of merely fortified towns being starved
     whole nations were methodically subjected
      or sought to be subjected
       to the process of reduction by famine

    the entire population
     in one capacity or another
      took part in the war --

       all were equally the object of attack.

    the air opened paths
     along which death
      and terror
       could be carried far
        behind the lines of actual armies
         to women
          children
           the aged
            the sick
             who earlier in struggles
              would perforce
               have been left untouched

    marvellous organisations
     of railroads
      steamships
       and motor vehicles
        placed and maintained
         tens of millions of men
          in continuously in action

    healing and surgery
     in their exquisite developments
      returned them again and again
       to the shambles

  nothing was wasted
  that could contribute
  to the process of waste

  the last dying kick
  was brought to military unity

  but all that happened
  in the four years
  of the Great War
  was only a prelude
  to what was preparing
  for the fifth year

  the campaign of the year 1919
  would have witnessed
  an immense accession
  to the powers of destruction --

    had the germans
    retained morale
    to make good their retreat
    to the rhine
    they would have been assaulted
    in the summer of 1919
    with forces and by methods
    incomparably more prodigious
    than yet employed

       thousand of aeroplanes
         would have shattered their cities

       scores of thousands
         of cannons
           would have blasted their front

       arrangements were being made
         to carry simultaneously
           a quarter of a million men
             together with all their requirements
               continuously forward
                 across country
                   in mechanical vehicles
                     moving ten of fifteen miles each day

       poison gases of incredible malignity,
         against which only a secret mask
           -- which the germans could not obtain in time --
             was proof
               would have stifled all resistance
                 and paralysed all life
                   on the hostile front
                     subjected to attack

    no doubt
      the germans too had their plans

    but the hour of wrath had passed

    the signal of relief was given
    and the horrors of 1919
    remained buried in the archives
    of the great antagonists

     the war stopped as suddenly
       and as universally
         as it had begun

     the world lifted its head,
       surveyed the scene of ruin
         and victors and vanquished
           alike drew a breath

     in a hundred laboratories
       in a thousand arsenals
         factories
           and bureaux
             men pulled themselves up
               with a jerk
                 and turned from the tasks
                   in which they had been absorbed

    their projects
     were put aside
      unfinished
       unexecuted
        but their knowledge was preserved
         their data
          calculations
           and discoveries
            were hastily bundled together
             and docketed

              ''for future reference''

                by the War Offices
                 in every country

  the campaign of 1919
  was never fought
  but the ideas
  go marching along

  in every army
  they are explored
  elaborated
  refined
  under the surface of peace --

   and should war come again
    to the world
     it is not for the weapons
      and agencies
       prepared for 1919
        that it will be fought --

         but with the developments
          and extensions of these
           which will be incomparably
            more formidable and fatal

  it is theses circumstances
  that we entered
  upon that period
  of exhaustion
  which has been described
  as Peace

  it gives us
  at any rate
  an opportunity to consider
  the general situation

  certain sombre facts emerge
  solid
  inexorable
  like shapes of mountains
  from drifting mist

     it is established
     that henceforward
     whole populations
     will take part in war --
      all doing their utmost --
       all subjected to the fury
        of the enemy

     it is established
      that nations
       who believe their life is at stake
        will not be restrained
         from using any means
          to secure their existence

     it is probable
      -- nay, certain --
       that among the means
        which will next time be
         at their disposal
          will be agencies
           and processes of destruction
            wholesale
             unlimited
              and perhaps
               once launched
                uncontrollable

  mankind has never been in this position before

     without having improved appreciably
     in virtue and enjoying wiser guidance
     it has got into its hands
     for the first time
     the tools by which
     it can unfailingly accomplish
     its own extermination

  that is the point
  in human destinies
  to which all the glories and toils of men
  have at last led them

  they would do well
  to pause
  and ponder
  upon their new responsibilities

  Death stands to attention
   obedient
    expectant
     ready to serve
      ready to shear away the peoples
       en masse
        ready
         if called on
          to pulverise
           without hope of repair
            what is left of civilisation

  He awaits it from a frail
   bewildered being
    long its victim
     now --
      for one occasion only --
       his Master

        -- aftermath : w s churchill


vii. answered prayers
=====================

   ''that which touches all
     should be approved by all''

>> i was still busy with the stronger pugilist
>> who was now crying
>> and trying to get back to his victim
>> to pick up some coins,
>>  about 2 squid fifty
>>   on the floor
>> and asking the kid on the ground
>>  if he was ok
>>   and could he help ?
>> it was all getting very confused

> What's this got to do with UPD?


  this has taken me a while to figure out

  the thing that finally stopped
   the stronger pugilist
    from beating his victim to death
     was this ...


     [ me ]

       no i mean stop
       my children are inside
       and i don't want them disturbed

                          [ pugilist ]

                          sorry mate
       i didn't mean to wake them up

     [ me roaring ]

       how could you not
        with this racket

       and,
       it is not your noise
       but your violence
       that is disturbing

         violence begets violence
           that is elementary

             and there is enough of that
               on the telly already

               i don't want it here
                 and i don't want it there



      ... do you know
      he just stopped at that point
      and replied --

       "you're one of the good guys aren't ya"

      well i laughed
       for although i do try
        to do good things
         and am drawn by good examples
          -- many in these lists --
          i'd be the last one
           to give myself
            that particular label

      on all fronts however
       the world is in a cusp --

        however
         on all fronts
          it is evident
           that, if we wish
            to continue our occupation
             then, we need to clean up our act --

           the world has become little more than
         a by-product
       of the somewhat accidental survival
       of our species --

         and the world has been
          and is being thoroughly
            diseased by us

       we have trapped
       the world
       and trap ourselves
       in circular repetitious
       mass human behaviour patterns --
        circular repetitious time

       this trap i hear
       labelled sometimes as ''progress''
       and i would concur with others
       that there has been some

          abstracting through generations
          my existence is testimony to a speculation
          if not a progression
          provided in part by my state --
            my educational cost alone for example
             must be greater than six figure sterling --
              this is in no way unusual
               where i and multitude of others mix
                and grew up

       in the here and now
       however, we appear to be repeating en masse
       what most children learn
       on first touch of a candle flame

       in the here and now therefore
        -- the temporal realm --
       i reject the non-contextual
       use of the label ''progress''
       to define my state

       my point --
         the world is in a cusp


    the weather front :
    -------------------

       the stern report
        sets out to quantify
         the mathematical scale of
          the gross economics --

          dire straits

          to quote --

           "and then there is
              the greatest opportunity of all --

                the prize
                  of securing
                   and safeguarding the planet
                     for our generations to come."

          this is a worthwhile prize
          no doubt

          to quote again --

           "[ further he ] said the green challenge was also an
            opportunity --

             'for new markets,
               for new jobs,
                new technologies,
                 new exports where companies,
                  universities and social enterprises
                    in britain can lead the world.'"

          this i doubt


    the war front :
    ---------------

       in the commons,
        i hear many calls for cease-fire --
         many of these before
          this war's
           recent incarnation
            and out-pouring

       i hear also, and am heartened somewhat
        by initial drafts
         of temporal realm representatives
          reconsidering strategies

       i hear also, and am heartened somewhat
        by the call of the land --
         sovereignty,
          to be represented --
           for with out this representation
            any concepts
             we may have
              concerning common
               universal purpose
                would be undermined
                 and not underpinned

       the spiritual nights, from their age
        great experience and learnings
         have tortoised
          in and out
           of parliament
            in the protection
             of our constitution

       a caring parent
       produces a caring child
       as does a caring other

      presently
       these are words only


    the inner front :
    -----------------

       in this inner state --
        the state within the state --
         that exists within us all


         i hear still temporal knights
          unable or unwilling
            to take responsibility
             for their doings

             still unable
              or unwilling
             to quantify the death --
              the dead
             to quantify the terror --
              the terrorised
             brought,
             bought by their command
              or as a product
             of their inaction

             i suspect
              this inability --
               their unwillingness
                to explain fully --
                 that is, to provide the commons
                  with the mathematical scale
                   of the gross economics of the state --
                    is a by-product of their fear --

                      fear has struck them dumb
                      and i would deem them
                      correct to be afraid --

                    their adventurous antics
                     upon the oceans
                      in the skies
                       and upon the land
                        under covers of raised union
                         and flags of convenient brands
                           has and continues
                           to severely wound
                           and rape
                           our constitution
                           both
                            in fact and
                            in law


        my point --

        churchill's constant fear --

          how can we maintain
           a constitution
            with sufficient morality
             to survive this war --

               in the immediate after math
               of a previous stage
               i am not surprised
               that he felt
               the defendants
                 at nuremberg
                   should be declared outlaw
                     and shot --

              the things he had done
               in wielding the hallows
                that time round --
                  in the commons
                  and without --
                   drawn upon the multitude --
                    to carrot and stick all comers
                     by force of will --

                       i am not surprised he felt that way out

                an other
                 an other union state
                  the child
                   the parent
                    intervened --

                    try the defendants
                      face the fear


    the fear front :
    ----------------

    3 o'clock --

    scene nonce unfolds --


     [ in vitro ]

       i won't be long now

                 [ parent, other ]

                   oo ...
                   i can feel you ...
                   awake again kooky koo ...

                   we're nearly ready
                   on the out-side

     [ in vitro ]

      i'll soon be out

      i am so excited

                 [ parent, other ]

                   hold your poppies you
                   we've still got some stuff to do

                   there's something lurking about
                   out here
                   that we want to put in to a frame
                   before you pop out
                   otherwise it will frighten you


     [ in vitro quivering ]

       frighten

       what is this thing

                 [ parent, other ]

                   it is a word --
                   ''terror''
                   it means extreme fear


     [ in vitro shuddering ]

       i don't like
       the thought of that

       what does this word
       feel like

                 [ parent, other ]

                   oo ... calm you

                   it feels horrible
                   as it is presently drawn
                   and worse still
                    when it draws itself upon others

     [ in vitro ]

       are words that strong
        that they can draw upon people

                 [ parent, other ]

                   yes, some are

                    some have drawn
                     many billions together
                      by being spoken but the once

                   this word --
                     ''terror'',
                      is not that strong --
                       others repeat it
                        to help it along

     [ in vitro ]

       why do people repeat it
        if it is so horrible


                 [ parent, other ]

                   habit,

                   but we've got other ones too


     [ in vitro ]

       we've got many

                 [ parent, other ]

                   yes you
                    work is one too
                     still got some to do

                    one-two was a race horse
                   two-one was one too

                   two-one won a race
                    one-two won one too

                    splish splash you
                   still got work to do


     [ in vitro off faffing
        in the greater play ]



                 [ parent, other aside ]


                   there's lots of fear
                   in the temporal realm
                   as death is a product
                   of the temporal realm

                   fear --
                    in its raw extreme form
                     begets death,
                      breeds terror
                       breeds death
                       quickly compressing
                       two-tone survival decisions
                       in to all the subjects
                       of its kingdom

                       fear needs to be judged
                       openly, if unable
                       to judge itself --
                        fear left unjudged
                        tends to judge others
                         in its place

                             a mate, a man
                              made it crystal clear to me once
                               that he would cut through me
                                to get to fresh air --

                                   without a doubt
                                 he had done it before

                              fear is one aspect of ''pain'' --

                                     but it is not
                                    the pain itself --
                                         and,
                              it is not our common ''disease''

                          fear of the unknown
                           fear of the known
                         fear of the boogie man
                           fear of the self
                           fear of the other
                             fear of flying --

                         fear finally that this disease
                          will be with us
                           for the rest of our born days --
                             that this disease can kill us
                               as it kills our family
                                   and friends

                         life decisions
                          in the temporal realm
                           two-tone determinations in dis eschool
                             but the same essential root habit --

                                  '' murder''



    the outer front :
    -----------------

     the other --
      the real --
        the gross economics of the state --
          our alienated society

           to re quote stern --

           "and then there is
              the greatest opportunity of all --

                the prize
                  of securing
                   and safeguarding the planet
                     for our generations to come."

          this is a worthwhile prize
          no doubt
          a spiritual yearning
          that touches the eternal

          to re quote again --

           "[ stern ] said the green challenge was also an opportunity

             'for new markets,
               for new jobs,
                new technologies,
                 new exports where companies,
                  universities and social enterprises
                    in britain can lead the world.'"

           what an opportunity --

             the offer of a mathematical
               solution in the here and now --
                a temporal solution
                 which maintains faith
                  in the eternity
                   of petro-currency hegemony

                    this is a racket --
                     scratch the surface
                      strip-off the ego-money's new clothes
                       and we will find surely
                        most if not all the 'new technologies'
                         we need to win this prize
                          already discovered
                           and locked-up --
                            patented


     resistance begins -- hans rothfels

      "there is a kernel of truth
        in the assertion
         occasionally made by germans
          that our country
            -- like so many others later --
             was the first to be 'occupied'
              conquered and ravished by foreign rulers

       though the objection
        is also valid
         that rape has seldom been accompanied
          by such frantic rejoicing
           on the part of the victims

       we should however
        rigorously oppose the view
         still frequently held abroad
          that resistance did not begin
           until the war was lost

       in this view
        resistance is restricted
         to the attempt
          by certain sections of the population
           to escape the threatening catastrophe
            with no more than a black eye"


          to re quote stern again --

           "[ he ] said the green challenge was also an opportunity

             'for new markets,
               for new jobs,
                new technologies,
                 new exports where companies,
                  universities and social enterprises
                    in britain can lead the world.'"

          i offer a different opportunity --
          a spiritual solution
          that touches the eternal
          based upon a constitution
          and blood

          but my blood is neither green
          nor blue
          for i am a mor
          in search of mooring
          both scene unscene
          the jacks i raise
          are black to their base

          quoting rothfels again

          "in march 1935
            a manifesto against racial mysticism
             was read from protestant pulpits

           as a result
            700 clergy were arrested

           a memorandum drafted
            at whitsun 1936
             by the leaders of the confessing church
              went still further --
               it stated --

                 'when blood
                   race
                    nationality
                     and honour
                      receive the status of eternal values
                       the evangelical church is obliged
                        by the first commandment
                         to reject this scale of values

                  when the aryan man is exalted
                   god's word testifies
                    to the sinfulness of all men

                  when in the framework
                   of national socialist ideology
                    anti-semitism is imposed
                     on the christian
                      obliging him to hate all jews
                       for him the first commandment
                        of brotherly love
                         remains binding'

         with the same application
          of a basically human approach
           a pastoral letter
            of the german bishops declared --

                'we wish to stress particularly
                  that we espouse not only religious
                   and churchly rights
                    but human rights as such

                 without their guarentee
                  the whole structure
                   of western civilisation
                    must collapse'"

       my point --
         the world is in a cusp


    judgement day :
    ---------------

     other states
      other constitutions
       are moving
        in self defence
        towards self judgement

     frames are being drawn
      around the key protaginists
       of the petro-currency hegamony
        depicting them as demons --

        they are not demons --
         they are people --
          just like us --
           and the vast majority of them
            are men

     for us to move on --
      and we must
       if we are to survive --
        these people
         need to account for their actions
          to the commons --

          without learning from our mistakes
           we will no doubt repeat them


    the home front :
    ----------------

     in war
      state principals
       state they have principles
        based upon their constitutions
        that they will not compromise

     these dictates
      loose their authority always
       as their constitutions
        become compromised

     i have one principle --
      i serve the woman and the child

       the woman and child
        in the infinite
         in the multitude
          in the commons

     i do not live my life through them
      i live my life for them --

     many moons ago
      i stitched together a story
       which talked in terms
        of species evolution
         [ refer ix. below ] --

          in hindsight
           it has little to do with evolution
            and a lot to do with people
             growing up and understanding
              that we are
               one blood

     "there is a hand to turn the time
       through thy glass today be run
        till the light that hath brought the towers low
         find the last poor pret'rite one ...
          till the riders sleep by ev'ry road
           all through our crippl'd zone
            with a face on ev'ry mountainside
             and a soul in ev'ry stone" -- slothrop



viii. the hydrosphere
---------------------

    6 o'clock --

    scene nonce unfolds --

  [ in vitro riddling ]

   i won't be long now i trust

                 [ parent, other ]

                   we know that you

                   we're excited too

                   where you been faffing

                   what you been up to


  [ in vitro riddling ]

                wondering
        about the outside
  about playing in matter

                 [ parent, other ]

                   yes, it is lovely
                   you like it
                   squidgy
                   splashy


  [ in vitro riddling ]

   oh ...

   i do like the feel of splashy

   water, my other

                 [ parent, other ]

                   the other, the spice

                   plenty to go around
                   splish, splashy

                   water water everywhere
                   but not enough to drink

                   splish, splashy

  [ in vitro quivering ]

    not enough to drink
      but water is life

                 [ parent, other ]

                   yes,
                   and life is a struggle
                    presently
                    a struggle for water

[ in vitro shuddering ]

          i don't like
      the feel of that
        -- scratchy

    is water not abundant

                 [ parent, other ]

                   yes, shes' everywhere
                   and everywhere abducted
                   bard
                   as gwenhwyfar --
                     robbed in antipodean flowers
                      as her infants starve
                     stanked in containers
                      and abused
                       to secure retainers
                     shackled, branded
                      metered sodopolised

                   but everywhere shes is
                   in untapped aquifers
                    tending to roots
                      as roots tend to her
                       preparing her release
                        working for her reign

                        the other, the spice

                   plenty to go around
                   splish, splashy



ix. breach - pain inversions
============================

  a constitution is a thing antecedent to a government

    a government is only a creature of a constitution

      a constitution is not the act of a government
       but of a people constituting a government
        and government without a constitution
         is a power without a right

                            -- tom paine

[ox-en] a cristmas carol
http://www.oekonux.org/list-en/archive/msg01849.html

    9 o'clock --

    scene nonce unfolds --

  [ in vitro riddling ]

   i won't be long now


x. tale of the many dreamers
============================

  history --

    which
     like certain film directors
      proceeds by a series
       of abrupt images

    now puts forward
     the image
      of a danger filled saloon
       located
        -- as if on the high seas --
         out in the heart
          of the all powerful
           desert


        sits
       inside
      'andy cap
     a character
   of sober appearance
    drinking steadily
     at the central
      round bar

  the saloon is dimly lit
   furnishing totems
    interior circular walls

    no apparent doors
    many windows
     many shaped
      through looking
       hall of mirrors
          hall of vdu
           sand showing
            sand blowing

  [ seated character ]

    cai passes
    another grouse
    would ya
     and
    the huffa duffa



                  [ cai -- a beautiful androgynous character appears
                              out of the central shadows
                                  past a cow eyeing
                                       carrying
                                       a bottle
                                       a remote
                               the appearance of concern
                                   smoking themselves


             cai leans over
          close waits
        seated character ]

  [ seated character ]

    ah go on

    pass them over
    let me play it again cai


                    [ cai fills glass
                       passes over remote
                        smooth shakes shimmers
                         central shadows retreats
                        heals tapping chequed
                       concentric tiles
                      radiating below ]

  [ seated character
    turns bar perpendicular
    points remote distant window

    scene once

      -- at 3 o'clock : other windows turn to sand ]

once :
------

  3 o'clock --

   scene once unfolds --

     window moves
   close up face closer
  fish bowl hair youthful
smiling minded absent character
unabsent              resembling
seated                  other
  freck l e s       b u t  --
    blue             black
    giant  f  reck l  es
    -- one              eye
          tear
             evidence



       opening  zooming
   exposing      wider angle
    sits an other --
      green trench coat giant
      paul geologist
       categorising --
        cleaves faults thrusts
         between beer sups --
          various lais slants --
            sedimentary deposits
            slates
             out takes

  6 o'clock --

   zoom out scene once unfolds --
     in an other desert bar --
     nest of tattooed youths
        larking around --
        friday night session
         drink bird fight
         paul slewed --
          vodka on cornflakes
           conversations gets no better

   blue giant stands
    states --
      i need to squirt
       then lets get from here

  9 o'clock  --

   cuts outside scene once unfolds --
    moonlight
     a platonic form --
      a park bench
       characters sitting talking chatting
        laughing happy giggling

        paul laughing
        lagging
        unfolds from trench coat
        taken
         ship in bottle
          saloon window sill
           missing

                [ green man ]

                  do you like

[ blue giant ]

   yes --
   but no --
    it not ours
     to keep --
      take it back
       let larks sleep

                [ green man laughing ]

                  i'll get done

                [ green man throws bottle
                  nonchalently towards a
                  nearby cut, navigation
                  canel spinning darkness ]




          [  scene once
            freezes still
           dark women cuts
             checks in
            round saloon




           opposite square
               seated
              character
           white diagonals
             accompanied
           either     side





     storm --            -- troopers ]




               [ cai ]

               drinks

            [ dark women ]

           do you have water

          [ cai ]

          yes --
           on tap

            [ dark women ]

             thank you --

             put it there



[ seated character
    pours another
       grouse      ]


            [ dark women ]

                 would you
               like water
              in that


[ seated character ]

   thanks
  but no thanks
   i prefer to
    keep them
     cleaved


            [ dark women ]

             why have you
              spelled me
                 here
                merlin


[ seated character : merlin ]

        ap a naming
      ap ap
       appy birthday me --

         i want to show you something

            a steel fan

              its through a known window

                -- fletch

                  if you sit

                    and you troopers remain stationary

                     you may move out of the frame
                      the circle

                        when i draw
                         the image near

                           through the window
                            over there

                            same deal
                            whom ever
                           would after
                         come through me
                          to get to you


            [ dark women
                sits
               remotes
            to scene twice ]


     [ other windows turn to clay ]

twice :
-------

  6 o'clock --

   scene twice unfolds --
     a student corridor
      fletch walking one way
       a character named june
        walking the other

    fletch catches june's eye
     and smiles --
   june cries
   lowers head
    runs away ]


           [ dark women cuts ]

             you appear
              to have that effect
               on lots of women

                 [ fletch refolds
                    scene twice to common
                     corridor
                      phone ringing

                      picking up phone
                     fletch asked
                    by parent-junes
                  to pass june message --
                  grandma dead

                  don't ya wanna
                   tella yoursen --
                    fletch response
                     hangup parent-junes


                     fletch message delivery
                    june crying --
                   which grandma
                  fletch
                 dunno ]

          [ dark women ]

           is that all

       [ fletch ]

       dunno
     there was this as well

    [ fletch refolds
     scene twice to common
   corridor
  phone ringing

  picking up phone
   fletch asked
    by parent-junes
     to pass june message --
     grandma dead

     don't ya wanna
    tella yoursen --
   fletch response
  hangup parent-junes


  fletch message delivery
   june crying --
    which grandma
     fletch
      dunno
       guess
        both ]

[ fletch ]

  don't laugh
   look back --
    june clothes darken
     more wears suffering icon
      each passing gran


           [ dark women ]

             your point

  9 o'clock --

   scene twice unfolds --

            [ speedy still ]

                  fletch ...

                    june's bike is disappeared

                     have you seen it
                      do you know who's got it

    [ fletch ]

      i can guess

       is she ok


            [ speedy ]

              yes,
               i mean no
                can you sort the bike out please


                   [ fletch ]

                        sure sweetie


  still hawaii 9 o' --
   scene twice unfolds --
    to phoenician ali


                   [ fletch ]

                        hey ali
                        have you took
                        june's bike again

                             [ ali ]

                               err ...

                                you know ...

                                 it is like this ...

                                 you see ...

                                  zher june ...

                                 she is, how do you say ...

                                  she is so beautiful

                                 i can not bear to see her harmed


                   [ fletch ]

                        where you put the bike ali

                             [ ali ]

                               err ...

                                don't be like this ...

                               you see ...

                               my dream ...

                               i dream ...

                                i can not
                              see her harmed

                   [ fletch ]

                        i know you dream ali
                         you've told me

                         but it's june's bike
                        and she needs it back


   [ dark women cuts ]

   freeze twice scene
    still you switch
     check merlin
      switch you
        drinks
        to tea
                                  [ merlin ]

                                      i
                                     yes
                                    think
                                   likesit
                                    twice
                                     tea
                                      u
                                     you
                                    water
                                   cleaner
                                    other
                                     one
                                      i


                  [ dark women ]

                        me
                     thoughts
                    could cook
                      teaman
                       -  -
                     known me
                       mens
                        as
                     solo man
                     -      -
                    brake fast
                      thrice
                    9 of clock
                  begin    again
                  -            -


  [ water bar ]

      scene
    un moving
   at 9 o'clock

     unfolds
       cai

       hot
     variety
   finger food
    rice vine
     wrapped
      leafs

      colds
    figs roll
   fresh fruit
  wipped canopy


       [ other windows turn to forest ]


thrice :
--------

  9 o'clock --

  scene thrice unfolds

   site state civil cabin --

    final claims meeting --

      hydrology works --

          second riding
          city contract

            forked river
             shaping city
              three valleys
               catchments three
                dendretic forking
                 seven hilling

          first riding contract --
           complete
            way back when

          third riding contract --
           sketched only

          second riding contract --

    final claims meeting --
     contention --
      time and money --
       many seated suited
        awaiting engineers

             [ david character unfolds
               through cabin door --
                small bearded
                 barrel chested
                  vocally operatic
                   hard hat removing

                   unfolds handkerchief
                    thin A4 contract
                     sleeve pocket --
                      the 5th edition

                      book puts
                 small david table top
                   sits blows nose
                     dark mucus
                  unfolds opium drips
                   top tweed pocket
                      two drops --


                                      left eye ]
    right eye glass
       no need
        drops



  [ david to seated suited ]


                     gentlemen


             [ unfolds another country man
               through cabin door --
               character bearded gwil --
               works inspector

               shakes rain off
               blue wax coat
               passing observing
               hat remaining   ]


  [ gwil to seated suited ]

       gentlemen

          it is wetter on-top

             the back-grouting is now complete


             [ unfolds through cabin door
               character montford --
               city man
                resident engineer

               hat removing
                chapel hair
                 appendix g coat
                  hat peg ]


  [ montford to seated suited ]

   gentlemen

  is there tea


             [ unfolds through cabin door
               character engineer
                peripatetic city-country
                hat remaining ]


  [ engineer to seated suited ]

    gentlemen

             [ david stares at engineer ]

  [ engineer offers ]

    minutes chief

                  [ david ]

              no notes necessary

               stay and listen
                by all means


         [ tea bar mashed --

             gwil latent diabetic
                3 spoons left stir

             montford pudgy
           2 spoons right stir

             engineer like mate
             1 spoons like mate

               david no spoon
               drop drip drop  ]


        [ david to seated suited ]

          the works are complete

        you may now turn the flows

           [ contractors rep ]

            do you deem today

         to be the completion-date

                [ david ]

                 possibly

         i shall grant you either

                extra-time
              or extra-monies

      i shall not grant you extra both

        you are not due extra both

           [ contractors rep ]

        but without the extra-time
        we have no heads remaining
         -- no claim routes
              to justify
            the extra-monies

           the material works
         are measured and agreed

         the records are complete
             no gaps exist

              [ david ]

              ''profit''

        label the head of claim

              ''profit''

           [ contractors rep ]

        there has been no profit
             in this works
         there can be no profit
             in this works

              [ david ]

                then

              ''loss''

        label the head of claim

              ''loss''



   [ dark women cuts ]

        check now
      freeze thrice
      grouts merlin
        --     --
      tunnel shield
      scene unscene
      maintain skip
       bike twice
         tocsin


                    [ merlin ]

                      daisy
                      -   -
                      daisy


                                [ tea bar ]

                                  fletch
                                fast brake
                               --   sisters
                               ali unfreeze
                               twice scene
                                 make it
                                    at
                                12 o'clock
                               which  hours


       [ other windows turn to orchard ]

twice :
-------

  12 o'clock --

   scene twice unfolds --

                  [ fletch ]

                    knock knock

  [ ali ]

   come in
   come in

                  [ fletch nods
                    to other occupants ]

                    alright lads

                  [ fletch to ali ]

                    you've had me tied-up for a hour
                     or i'd have been here sooner

  [ ali appears concerned ]

    the bike

                  [ fletch ]

                    yes --
                     and then some

          [ ackram giggles ]

            sit sit drink eat --
             break fast
             tell us

                  [ fletch sits ]

                    cheers --
                    one spoon please --
                     thanks

                    well i took june's bike back
                    and she asks me to talk
                     to two of her mates --
                      born-agains

                    she went for a walk
                     to me she can't talk --
                      she thinks i'm a johna --
                       er ... unlucky --
                        she cries

          [ ackram giggles ]

                          [ fariq ]

                            it is not funny

          [ ackram ]

            no

                          [ fariq ]

                            continue

                  [ fletch ]

                    it was difficult to explain --
                     her mates had not really kopped
                     why ali had took the bike --
                      they thought it was just
                      to get june's attention --
                       like the jewelry pledged
                       if they should marry --

                        they didn't like that one either really --
                         they thought ali was trying to lure her
                           in to some kind of promiscuity --
                            hyped by tabloid fiction --
                              peach and pruned characters
                                either side of the
                              eighteen-to-thirty market

                          [ fariq ]

                            and did you explain it

                  [ fletch ]

                    kind of --
                     i told them it was like
                     a reverse dowry --
                      but they didn't like that
                      and i don't really --
                       but it took the edge of
                       sir lancelot here --

                       i didn't get round
                       to talking about
                        the broken stick metaphor

                          [ fariq ]

                            ali talks of things
                             both known and unknown to him --
                              when he marries
                               he will speak of marriage
                                maturely

                            tell me --
                             what don't you like
                              about the gifts

                  [ fletch ]

                   i prefer
                 to keep love
                     and
                money separate

                          [ fariq ]

                            yes --
                             but this is not love --
                              it is marriage

  [ ali ]

    it is love

                          [ fariq ]

                            yes --
                             it may grow to be love
                              but whatever it is
                               at the moment
                                it is one sided


                            do men not consider
                             these things here --
                              in your state --
                               valuable offerings
                                upon marriage

                  [ fletch ]

                    yes --
                     rings commonly

                     sometimes joint-tenancies

                    sometimes not,
                     some men consider themselves
                      to be the gift alone
                       as a provider


  [ ali ]

    i am a good provider

          [ ackram giggles ]

            yes --
            but the provisions
             are all one sided

                          [ fariq ]

                            so it appears --
                             so it appears
                              that gifts upon marriage
                               are common to many cultures --
                                maybe every culture

                  [ fletch ]

                    i suppose

                          [ fariq ]

                            eat
                            eat

                  [ fletch eats ]

                    cheers

                          [ fariq ]

                             and the bike --
                             is ali in trouble

                  [ fletch ]

                    not if ali
                    leaves it alone --
                     and leaves june alone also

  [ ali ]

    no

                  [ fletch ]

                    yes --
                     she's fed up with you ali --
                      she's told her mates
                       she feels like quitting college

  [ ali ]

    no

                  [ fletch ]

                    yes --
                     she's upset ali --
                      she's grieving

                        [ fariq ]

                          she needs time and space --
                           can you give her that ali

  [ ali ]

   yes --
    but the bike will brake her

                  [ fletch ]

                    ali --
                     you ought to have seen the look
                      on the younger chap's face
                       when i told them why
                        you took the bike

[ ali ]

    her friends ...
     her friends are men

          [ ackram giggles ]


                  [ fletch ]

                    yes --
                     and when i told them
                      you took the bike
                       because it may take her virginity
                       -- nincompoop --
                       the young one
                        didn't know where to look --
                          he was making notes
                           and i don't think
                           he liked writing
                              the word

                          [ fariq ]

                            making notes

                  [ fletch ]

                     yes --

                      he is being trained
                       by the older one --

                     the older one has quite a flock
                      he's a good singer --
                       i heard him a few years ago

  [ ali ]

    no

                          [ fariq ]

                            is she with them now

                  [ fletch ]

                    i think she's by herself --
                     but she's attracted to them --
                      she's drawn to jesus

  [ ali stands ]

    i love jesus also
     i am devout muslim --
       i must go to her
        she is so pure

          [ ackram ]

            no

                          [ fariq ]

                            sit sit --
                            if you can't give her
                            time and space --
                           six months at least --
                         you must leave here

          [ ackram nods ]

  [ ali ]

   no

                          [ fariq ]

                            yes

                            these notes --
                             are they going to file a report

                  [ fletch ]

                    their own files i think --

                    it will go no further
                     as long as ali stays cool


                          [ fariq ]

                            nincompoop --
                             what is this

                  [ fletch ]

                    oh, i mean ali's being a dafty
                     about the bike


                          [ fariq ]

                            do you not think
                             it is correct
                              for a women
                             to be a virgin
                              on marriage

                  [ fletch ]

                    whatever --

                    if you love someone
                    you love someone whatever
                    whatever their state
                    and position

          [ ackram nods ]

                          [ fariq ]

                            ah ...
                            a poet's love --
                             love that is need and desire
                             sacrifice and patient acceptance --
                                 love as strong as death

                            but my question is not about love
                              it is about marriage

                  [ fletch ]

                    they have been known
                      to come together


                          [ fariq ]

                            yes --
                             but a person's virginity
                              is a mark of their health --
                               a gift of their health
                                   on marriage

  [ ali nods ]

    i am virgin

            [ ackram nods ]

              me too

                  [ fletch giggles ]

                     yes ackram --
                     but me and you
                     are still young

                          [ fariq ]

                            i am virgin also

           [ ackram ]

             i will remain virgin

                  [ fletch looks at ackram ]

           [ ackram ]

             i love some one
              as strong as death
               and she is dead

                  [ fletch ]

                    sorry mate

          [ ackram stands moves to window ]

                          [ fariq ]

                            eat some more please
                              there is plenty

                  [ fletch ]

                    thanks

                          [ fariq ]

                            do you think june's friends
                              will be able to help her

                  [ fletch ]

                    dunno --
                     as bishops
                      they appear to be converts
                       newly baptised
                        with little reputation
                         outside their own clique

                    for instance --
                     the younger chap
                      had no idea about jesus' role
                       in islam --
                        he mistook ali to be heathen

  [ ali ]

    heathen --
     what is this

                    [ fletch ]

                       unenlightened

                        irreligious

  [ ali ]

   but i love god devoutly

                    [ fletch ]

                      i know
                       i told them --

                       i told them that you are a virgin
                        because of your faith --
                         i think that's what swung it
                          with respect to the bike

                       the younger one didn't kop it
                        but the older one did --

                        i said --
                         ali's not your enemy --

                        he doesn't put pleasure
                         in the place of god

                        he's not arrogant
                        boastful or abusive

                        he is not implacable
                        in his hatreds

                        he is not a scandal-monger
                        traitor or adventurer
                        swollen with self-importance

                        and he doesn't wear
                         the outward form of religion
                          and stand in denial
                           of its reality

  [ ali ]

   thank you

                    [ fletch ]

                      de nada

  [ ali ]

    de nada --
     what is this

                    [ fletch ]

                      maleesh

                                [ ackram giggles
                                  at the window ]



[ ash bar one mashed : the characters are silent for several minutes ]



                          [ fariq begins again ]

                            tell me --

                            abortion --
                             it is a common practice
                              here --
                            why does your state
                             sanction abortion

                    [ fletch ]

                      many reasons --
                       rape for instance

                          [ fariq ]

                            yes --
                             rape is evil

                            do many women suffer this

                    [ fletch ]

                      yes --
                       many many

  [ ali ]

    no

                    [ fletch ]

                      yes --
                       many many

                          [ fariq ]

                            but there are hundreds
                             of thousands
                              of abortions each year --

                              is rape always the cause

                    [ fletch ]

                      no --
                       it rarely is

                          [ fariq ]

                            so --
                            why does your state
                             sanction abortion


                    [ fletch ]

                      it is deemed a right
                       of the individual

                          [ fariq ]

                            why would an individual
                             want this right

                    [ fletch ]

                      sometimes because
                       contraception has failed
                        and the parents
                         aren't happy with the accident

  [ ali ]

    but the child is not an accident --
     it is a product of intercourse

                    [ fletch ]

                      yes i know

                          [ fariq ]

                            then why
                             would a parent choose
                              to terminate

                     [ fletch ]

                       sometimes because
                        they don't believe
                         they have enough money
                        or believe themselves too young
                         or too unready
                          or not suited
                           or for health reasons
                            or as a preference
  [ ali ]

    no
                          [ fariq ]

                            i understand
                             how health reasons
                              can be important --

                             but why does your state
                              sanctify so many abortions
                               for the young and unready
                                or as a preference

                    [ fletch ]

                      it is deemed a right
                       of the individual

                                [ ackram ]

                                  they kill their children
                                   and feel no crime --
                                    what hope has palestine





  [ dark women cut ]           [ ash bar one ]

      freeze   twice        freeze   twice
        man  merlin           man  merlin
         know not              know not
            thee                thee
              pain            pain
                 of womens kind
                   speak thy
                   own pains
                   talk once
                    now thy
                    own man
                     minds


         [ other windows turn to mist ]


once :
------

  12 o'clock  --

   scene once unfolds --
     dark street


  [ youth ]

    hey you

                  [ blue giant ]

                     yes me

  [ youth ]


    did you throw that bottle
         at my mates


                  [ blue giant ]

                       no

        [ second youth ]

          he's the other one alright

              [ third youth ]

                 yeah, i recognise him too

                    [ forth youth ]

                      come on then
                       are we having him or what

                  [ blue giant ]

                     i don't fight

                          [ fifth youth ]

                            fuck off cunt --
                             'ave seen thee
                               at rugby --
                               knocking
                          seven shades of shit
                        out o'other rugga cunts

                  [ blue giant ]

                    yes --
                     but that is a game
                      and without my gnashers
                       i am extreamly myopic --
                       i make mistakes
                       and i say sorry

                    [ forth youth punches
                      giants spectacles  ]


                  [ blue giant ]

                    what did you do to paul

          [ second youth jumping on giants back ]

              there wasn't enough of us then

          [ the beating begins
            bones braking
            head kickings --
            a maintained
            full chakra beating --
            minutes pass ]




    [ dark women ]

        he's not going to make it


                 [ merlin ]

                    oh he does --
                     for a bit anyway
                      he's very strong

          [ the beating continues
            never stopping --
            the youths have the giant
            at the centre of a rook --
               head now ball --
            they appear to be trying
               to rip it off ]



    [ dark women ]

        he's not going to make it


                        [ cai ]

                         fast forward
                            merlin
                          use remote


          [ an aerial shot now
             sodium darkness
              maul pulling
                ripping
                scream

                one of
              the youths
            is up and away
          running in darkness
          screaming screaming

           the other youths
          leave their victim
         stamping good measure
        wander in search of their mate

        the broken giant is convulsing
        slowly he makes it to his knees
        one hand on a half wall
        he pulls up bent --
        staggering
         falling
        convulsing ]



            [ dark women ]

            he's not going
              to make it

                    [ cai ]

                  fast forward
                     freer
                   amadan mor
                   scene once
                   seen nonce
                    forever
                      mor



                 [ amadan mor ]

                  what's up wi' thee
                   gwenddolau

                  [ blue giant gasping
                    unable to speak --
                     raises hand in mouth
                      pulls out a severed finger ]

                  [ blue giant ]

                    i am sorry
                     i just wanted it to stop

                   [ amadan mor ]

                     tha din't feight did tha --
                      tha not gonna mek it chab

                   [ blue giant straightens ]

                    make what

                   [ amadan mor ]

                     life

                   [ blue giant red raw
                        roars red,
                    grabs shakes merlin ]

                    what do you think
                     i am doing now

                   [ amadan mor ]

                    i wish i could have been there

                [ blue giant still roaring red ]

                    oh wish when where adman
                    wish when where

                    tha here nah arn't tha --
                    mek us
                     a cup o' cha
                      chaba khan

                 [ tetley bar one mashed ]




                  [ dark women cuts bars ]


                        freezing
                    once       scene
                  merl          instil
                you               switch
               check                mabon       four
               getme                knots     smoke
      teas      leve              switch     you
         what     sons            days    these
            violin  nonce sense resin  cure
                  own disease unfreeze


                      [ merlin ]

                        women

               that is your horn to blow

Foreword
========

  I will now let my claims
   for a decent life stand
    as I have made them ...

     First, a healthy body

     Second, an active mind
      in sympathy with
       the past,
        present,
         and the future;

     Thirdly, occupation fit
      for a healthy body
       and an active mind; and

     Fourthly,
      a beautiful world
       to live in

         -- how we live and how we might live : w. morris



  Philosophers distinguish
  phenomenological
  from
  theoretical laws.

  Phenomenological laws are about appearances;

  theoretical ones are about the reality behind appearances --

     The distinction is rooted in epistemology.

  Phenomenological laws
  are about things which
  we can at least in principle observe directly,
  whereas
  theoretical laws
  can be known only
  by indirect inference.

  Normally for philosophers

   ''phenomenological'' and ''theoretical''

       mark the distinction between
       the observable and the unobservable.

  Physicists also use the terms

   ''theoretical'' and ''phenomenological''.

  But their usage makes a different distinction --

  Physicists contrast

   ''phenomenological'' with ''fundamental''.

   For example,
   Pergamon Press's
   Encyclopaedic Dictionary
   of Physics says

      'A phenomenological theory
       relates observed phenomena
       by postulating certain equations
       but does not enquire too deeply
       into their fundamental significance.'

...

  In modern physics,
   and I think in other exact sciences as well,
    phenomenological laws are meant to describe,
     and they often succeed
      reasonably well.

  But fundamental equations
   are meant to explain,
    and paradoxically enough
     the cost of explanatory power
      is descriptive adequacy.

  Really powerful explanatory laws
   of the sort found in theoretical physics
    do not state the truth.

  I begin from the assumption
   that we have an immense number
    of very highly confirmed
     phenomenological laws --

     Spectra-physics Incorporated
      continuously runs
       a quarter of a million
        dollar's worth of lasers
         to death
          to test their
           performance characteristics --

            Nothing
             could be better confirmation
              than that.

     But how do the fundamental laws
      of quantum mechanics,
       which are supposed to explain
        the detailed behaviour of lasers,
         get their confirmation ?

          Only indirectly,
           by their ability
            to give true accounts of lasers,
            or of benzine rings,
            or of electron diffraction patterns.

  I will argue that
   the accounts they give
    are generally not true,
     patently not true
      by the same practical standards
       that admit an indefinite number
         of commonplace
          phenomenological laws.

  We have detailed expertise
   for testing the claim of physics
    about what happens
     in concrete situations.

  When we look to the real implications
   of our fundamental laws,
    they do not meet these ordinary standards.

  Realists are inclined to believe
   that if theoretical laws are false
    and inaccurate,
     then phenomenological laws are more so --

            I urge just the reverse.

            When it comes to the test,
           fundamental laws are far worse off
          than the phenomenological laws
         they are supposed to explain.

       The essays collected in this volume
      may be grouped around
     three different
    but interrelated arguments
   for this paradoxical conclusion --

  1. The manifest explanatory power
     of fundamental laws
     does not argue for their truth.

  2. In fact
     the way they are used
     in explanation
     argues for their falsehood.

  3. The appearance of truth
     comes from a bad model of explanation,
     a model that ties laws directly to reality.

  As an alternative
   to the conventional picture
    I propose a ''simulacrum'' account
     of explanation.

        The route
         from theory
          to reality
           is
            from theory
             to model,
              and then
               from model
                to phenomenological law.

    The phenomenological laws
         are indeed true
    of the objects in reality
        [ the subjects ]

        -- or might be;

    but the fundamental laws
     are true only
      of objects in the model.

      -- how the laws of physics lie : n cartwright

...

[ According to the second entry
   in the Oxford English Dictionary,
   a ''simulacrum'' is
   'something having merely the form
    or appearance of a certain thing,
    without possessing its substance
    or proper qualities.'

   On the simulacrum account,
   to explain a phenomenon
   is to construct a model
   which fits the phenomenon
   into a theory.

   The fundamental laws
   of a theory
   are true of the objects in the model,
   and they are used to derive
   a specific account
   of how these objects behave.

   But the objects of the model
   have only 'the form of appearances of things'
   and,
   in a strong sense,
   not their 'substance of proper qualities'. ]




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